eifersuchtstragodie
it's circle. i mean cycle.
thought through alcohol.

can't find words to express my feelings into material and tangible subjects and objects.
can't stand here alone t-a-t with my mind and my thoughts. they are killing me.
can't stay with you as long as I want.

i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't!!!!

can't is a key to all.
can't is ...can't is state of my mind.

but I can overcome this fuckin' can't.

i promise you.


но нет, я не пил.